Southend U3A

Writing for Fun

June 2016

Breakout - Maureen Rampersaud

Sylvia watched the curls spring back as she took out each of the heated rollers. Phil liked curly hair, not the dead straight hair that she’d been so proud of in her teens. She started the elaborate process of putting on the make-up that he liked her to wear. Last winter she’d suffered with a nasty bout of ‘flu, so hadn’t had the energy to bother with make-up. He’d taunted her about how ugly she looked . . . joking . . . he’d said. Now she put it on, no matter how she felt.

She listened to the love songs on her local radio station. He said he loved her and wanted to spend the rest of his life with her. He said that that was why he’d looked into cosmetic surgery for her. Her hand started to shake as she applied her eyeliner. Tears rolled down her cheeks. She would have to start all over again. The words of the song penetrated:

‘I wish I could tie you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you
Look into the mirror who’s inside there’

That song ‘Unpretty’, she’d heard it before, but not really listened.

‘You can buy your hair if it won’t grow
You can fix your nose if he says so’

Those girls, T.L.C....they knew how she was feeling.

‘Why do I look to all these things
To keep you happy
Maybe get rid of you
And then I’ll get back to me’

Suddenly, she wasn’t alone. There was nothing wrong her, it was Phil who was all wrong . . . and tonight . . . he’d be gone.